April 1994. Immaculée Ilibagiza was stuffed into a 3×4 foot bathroom together with seven other Tutsi women fleeing the Rwanda genocide. She would stay there for three months barely able to move, scared to make a sound. And in that silence, she began to pray. Just her and God.
One of her greatest struggles was to forgive those hunting down her people. In her book Left to Tell, she writes:
And finally, God spoke to her, broke through her darkness.
Granted, most of us are never going to be in such extreme situations, but the spiritual battles can be just as difficult. Yet so often we try solving things through our own actions instead of silencing all around us and listening to what God has to say. Sure, the problems don’t disappear into thin air, but we learn to see things and people the way God does. We learn how to hear his voice.
That’s the first step for anyone who wants to advance in the spiritual life. Spiritual silence is not thinking about nothing—there’s a lot of communication going on between God and us—silence is tuning into God’s channel.
Prayer is our lifeline, and we can’t wait for someone to lock us in a room and throw away the key before we start spending time with God.
Each year in the Legion of Christ we have an eight-day-long retreat following the spiritual exercises of Saint Ignatius. We start this Thursday in the evening. That means eight days of silence to listen to God’s voice in our lives, to grow in understanding of his love for us, to see how we can love him more.
Please pray for us so that we live these days well!
(In other words: 1. Stop. Yes, right now. 2. Silence any distractions—this time has to be just you and God. 3. Speak to God like a friend, personally. 4. Listen.)
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